Introduction

It's started 4 years ago. I was single 23 year old workaholic, who loved 3 things - dating, working and partying.

My life was pretty great. I was young, hot and successful - I was the "it" girl when I met him.

He was a prince on a white horse. Well, actually he was a lawyer who I met on a "Body Sushi Party". Nonetheless, he was handsome, funny, down to earth guy, who I fell in love with from the first date.

As our relationship got stronger, more and more I thought that he was "The One". But unfortunately after 4 years of being together (3 of them - in one apartment) he cheated on me in our bed (I actually saw it) and left to another county, hoping to stay friends.


After couple of months of weeping and a month of hard core partying with some rebound sex. I decided to get my life back on track and become "happy single" again.


I have some tasks that I believe are going to help me achieving my goal:

1) Start playing drums again (yep, I used to play drums until I had to give them up for the sake of new career)

2) Work out at least every second day.

3) Stop going out more then twice a week, and stop getting drunk more then once a month.

4) Read a good book at least every second day, at least for 30min.

5) Stop looking for a guy to fulfill your life. No one likes needy.

And of course - write reports of progress in this blog. So, dear reader - if you exist...) In case this blog randomly ends, know that I fail.


P.S. Sorry for my English, I'm from Russia.

Monday, 25 February 2013

Day 2


Couldn't say that today was to exciting, apparently not going out makes you a bit depressed. Plus I got sore throat combined with first day of period, so decided to let my assistant do everything that would require going outside and worked straight from my bed.
Now I still managed to do some exercises and tried not to look in the mirror all day to keep the rest of self-esteem.
The biggest challenge of the day was to read "Catch 22". My good friend (who I think is one of the smartest men I know) recommended it to me, saying that - "It was the greatest book he have read in his entire life", wich made me think of course that I would love it. I didn't. In fact, I find it amazingly boring and strange. He said that  English in the book is remarkable. Well, looks like being Russian, I can't appreciate it at all. Nonetheless, I decided to finish it before labeling.
So far 94 pages of struggle.
Tomorrow I'll probably go to a bar on my street to play "Mafia". Life is to short to be sad in the evenings.

Night.

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