Lost it.: Breakup

Introduction

It's started 4 years ago. I was single 23 year old workaholic, who loved 3 things - dating, working and partying.

My life was pretty great. I was young, hot and successful - I was the "it" girl when I met him.

He was a prince on a white horse. Well, actually he was a lawyer who I met on a "Body Sushi Party". Nonetheless, he was handsome, funny, down to earth guy, who I fell in love with from the first date.

As our relationship got stronger, more and more I thought that he was "The One". But unfortunately after 4 years of being together (3 of them - in one apartment) he cheated on me in our bed (I actually saw it) and left to another county, hoping to stay friends.

After couple of months of weeping and a month of hard core partying with some rebound sex. I decided to get my life back on track and become "happy single" again.

I have some tasks that I believe are going to help me achieving my goal:

1) Start playing drums again (yep, I used to play drums until I had to give them up for the sake of new career)

2) Work out at least every second day.

3) Stop going out more then twice a week, and stop getting drunk more then once a month.

4) Read a good book at least every second day, at least for 30min.

5) Stop looking for a guy to fulfill your life. No one likes needy.

And of course - write reports of progress in this blog. So, dear reader - if you exist...) In case this blog randomly ends, know that I fail.

P.S. Sorry for my English, I'm from Russia.

Thursday, 28 February 2013

Day 5

My mood is lifted again, my shallow nature came out and my soul searching ended in 1 second.
As you may read before, I was supposed to meet a client at 3am. Well he wasn't a guy from US, but a handsome, young, talented music writer from Sweden. He apparently wrote the song that will be representing Russia in upcoming Eurovision and he is HOT!
He came with his manager, and while she was talking to me, voices in my had were saying - "Hey beautiful writer, can I take you for a drink sometime?"
Unfortunately that's not what you are allowed to say on a meeting like this, especially if you look like a monster (2 hours of sleep does not work well for me).
In any case, I'm now pretty happy with being single again since guys like him exist and future looks fun and exciting.
Note to self - have your hair done and put on makeup even if you are on a meeting in the middle of the night!

Back to exercises, having good body seem useful again.

Good day.

Wednesday, 27 February 2013

Day 4

Well, drinking didn't go as well as I thought it would. I had a meeting that was supposed to end by 10:30pm instead it ended closer to 1am and all of my friends had left by that time. So I end up going to a bar with my boss where we talked business till 4am...

Next day wasn't as good as one had hoped as well. Phone was ringing all day while I was running around, trying to meet people and solve problems. Also I'm starting to realize that my startup company might not be ready on time, which means I might need to wait for a whole year to make it...

No work out, no reading, no time...
Have to get up at 3 am, since we have a client flying from US and someone has to meet him.

On days like this, it's hard not to think of how my life would be if I'd have support, and wouldn't have to fight all of my battles alone.

See ya